I'm Not Worthless...

Plus side- Today was pretty mellow, i went through panting class, got free green tea stuffs, got out of math early and got a ride home~ a day is really not that long i guess~
as soon as i got home though, i took a frikkin two hour nap XD i was OUT man...like a rock~

i had both my cats with me, even when i woke up, that's nice~

ah but then... ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE -_- i kid you not

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Negative side-I had another fun filled evening at my house (aka Hell) today... to the point where mom started yelling at me and threatening to kick me out of the house (again and for the zillionth time) i'm honestly not scared anymore, i don't know what i'd do and i should be scared, but i'm not.
Then i had to talk to the step creature, it turned into a very long winded conversation, i didn't cry this time though, i congratulate myself on that XD *crybaby*
I ALMOST told him exactly what kinda dirt he goes to sleep with in his mind (aka ew porn)

I put the bug in his ear though, if he's not stupid he'll take the hint.

Meanwhile i was called worthless and still a kid and all sorts of lovely names for the list~
I'm really getting tired of this. I have no luck as usual~ i can't love anyone, i can't get affection from my own parents and i need to find a job pronto XD

or mom really WILL kick me out~

ridiculous in a CAN -_-

I can haz hug?