Yeaaaaaah...

So i think i just used a years worth of tears in 24 hours, how humiliating, i hate crying~ especially for that long, it makes my tongue feel like lead and makes me lethargic and sick. I didn't even get through Japanese class today, that was sad, i felt really bad though~ i'm apparently a really good actor too~ because most people didn't even know i was upset and crying until i made it very obvious XD sorry i scared some people in the cafeteria today ^^;;;

i really didn't mean to cry, i just wanted a hug...but ya know~

long story short, arguments with mom can get nasty and physical -_-;;

yep, smacked across face, yelling, threatening, yeeep~

BUT, now i'm ok~ though the parents haven't spoken to me since i've been home, i've been pretending to be super busy so i don't have to deal with it, but tomorrow will come and i'm gonna be alone in the house with her in the morning...geez.

HALP D'=